Sooo.....

There are so many decisions for us to make right now I feel like I'm going to loose my mind!!

First we need to decide what we're going to do with Harrison, Kindergarten or young 5's. Well I think the kid really needs to go to young 5's, I'm really not sure why I am questioning this so much! IF we stayed here all of his friends would be in K so that kinda stinks and he will turn 19 right before he graduates. I don't want him to be the baby in his class, and I don't want him to be too old that kids tease him being "held back". I'm not sure what to do. I think I should do what is right for him now and that would be young 5's....who knows we'll see!!!

Second there is this little decision about moving, I'm sure you guys are sick of hearing about this, but I can't stop thinking about it!!! We decide to go and then I start getting a little home sick of all the things I will be leaving...like friends, family, school and the kids Dr. The school thing is up in the air, two of my friends have moved away, and well to be honest my Mom and Dad will end up where ever we land. So there are a few people that I will miss from here, but I'll always be back to visit!! ( And poor Jack is going to have a hard time :( ) All the things we will gain will be warmer weather :) closer Dr.'s for Olivia, better Hospital, more things to do, better job opportunity's for Tim and me, but most of all we just look forward to the idea of spending more time outdoors..taking walks, hiking, biking, going to the beach!! I'm not sure why I'm having a hard time sounds simple to me, but this is all I know it's hard to leave it!!

So anyways one of these decision branch out into a ton of little ones, like if we don't move and the kids don't get back into Western then what?? I feel like it's eating me away little by little....ugh!!