because I sure and the heck don't!!! So WOW where to start, I would love to post about some lovely happy things right now like the kids class picnics and stuff, but that will all have to come later!!!
So on Thursday (the kids last day of school) Olivia had her first and last pump opt., what good fun that was...I will go into detail on Olivia's blog later!!!
Friday the kids were suppose to go out to the lake house with my parents to help them move rocks, they never made it because Olivia was having a fit over this pump...where it would go, how it was going to look, it was uncomfortable..you get the hint. So after hours of screaming and crying I said forget it to the lake.
Our pool pump broke, our lawn mower broke...I'm feeling like WTF is this really all happening right now!!
Went to a motor place with Tim to see if they could fix it...Harrison discovered a cup of OLD milk and spilled it in the car...NASTY!!! I let the kids out of the car while I held my breath and scrubbed the heck out of the carpet with baby wipes!!
Saturday we have a Graduation party to go to...which I was really looking forward too...then my daughter strikes!!! There is NO place to put the pump while wearing a dress, besides this belt thing which for her is very bothersome I guess. We tried I don't know maybe 12 different outfits on...my daughter yelled things at me like "why do you hate me so much", "I just want to die", "why are you torturing me like this", "what have ever done to you"!!! I begged for her to just let me unhook the pump, she refused...
It was unhooked anyways, now she's going crazy in her panties, Tim try's to carry her to the car, because she is now going in just her panties!
Overwhelmed, spent and just plain tired she is condemned to her room about 2 hours later for the rest of the night.
Why does it have to be this hard??
We didn't go to the party, I probably should of but by the time I would of gotten there the family and friends part of the party would be over in like 20 min's. I was disappointed that she is making my life so difficult lately that we can't even leave the house at times.
Don't get me wrong she's not always a stinker, she can also be the most loving, sweet and caring kid ever.
I took the pump site out of her Sunday morning, I don't think I'm ready, and I know she isn't.
I feel beaten down as her Mother.
All weekend I was thinking God knows what he's doing, because I could never deal with 3 more of her.
I'm thankful.
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hey- we were wondering where you guys were on Sat! I'll let Emily know what happened... sorry things have been tough for you!
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